I wanted to develop beyond my survival mode.
As if I was ... >>>

My feelings arrive too fast
for me to understand.
Too deep, to ... >>>

You share your ache.
I match it.
I know that feeling.
I’ve ... >>>

It’s easy to feel good.
Easy to take credit.
I’ve done it.
Felt something powerful.
Called ... >>>

I think I’m learning.
I’m reading.
Listening.
Taking notes.
Paying attention.
Applying ... >>>

I was building something big.
Structured.
Secure.
Impressive.
I called it leadership.
It was administration.
I didn’t realize
I ... >>>

I tell myself
I’m being responsible.
Planning ahead.
Avoiding risk.
Managing downside.
I call it foresight.
It’s fear.
I ... >>>