It feels urgent.
My pulse spikes.
My thoughts race.
My chest tightens.
Something must be done.
Right now.
Time tells the truth.
The truth is I am not in a survival moment,
IF
I can name the feeling,
IF
I can watch the story,
IF
I have time.
Any time.
It’s not a survival moment.
It’s living moment.
If it feels like survival.
That’s how good my instincts are.
How fast they try to protect me.
Even when the threat is just a meeting invite.
A comment.
A glance.
A question I wasn’t expecting.
I don’t shame the instinct.
I honor it.
I am grateful for it.
What I need right now is to pause.
To not fill the space that has been provided.
Then I can return to clarity.
If I’m not in a survival moment,
I don’t need a survival response.