I judge.I don’t want to pretend I don’t.That would be another kind of performance.The goal to be neutral, non-judgmental, peaceful.In the enlightened …
What is Indicated
Indicated doesn’t check if I’m ready.Or if I agree.Or if I feel like it.Or if I want to.Indicated is.Indicated is a direction that arrivesbefore the …
Giving on a Loan
Giving isn’t about how I feel.It’s about what’s here to give.It’s about what I am here to give.It’s nice when I want to.It’s fun when I feel like …
Missing the Delusion
One way or another,I am always missing the delusion.I mean I miss it.Literally.Metaphorically.Viscerally.I miss the way it organized chaos.The way it …
Hollowed Space
You share your ache.I match it.I know that feeling.I’ve been there too.I’m in it right now.That wasn’t connection.That was a reflex.To not feel what I …
Happy for Me
You shared good news.A win.Your win.I felt it.Not how I wanted to.I didn’t feel happy.I felt smaller.Like your happinesscame at this cost of mine.Like …
It’s Not About You
It’s not you.It’s me.It’s not about you.It’s about me.You share something tender.Something that aches.Hurt. Shame. Fear.Disappointment. Uncertainty.I …
Easier to Give Than It Is to Receive
Advice is easier to givethan it is to receive.That’s my first cluethat I’m not trying to connect.I’m trying to solve.I want to be useful.I want to be …
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When I Don’t Match What’s Needed
I know what’s required. I know what’s needed. I can even feel it. I still don’t always match it. I’m willing, but I’m human. Sometimes, …
Spiritual Energy
I had the focus.I had the plan.I had the time.I didn’t have the pull.The work was right.The values were aligned.The system was clear.I still couldn’t …
Mental Energy
I thought I had a productivity problem.I couldn’t stay focused.I kept bouncing between things.Forgetting what I was doingwhile I was doing it.I …
Emotional Energy
I thought I was fine.I was functioning.I was getting things done.I wasn’t feeling anything.I didn’t feel energized.Didn’t feel connected.Didn’t feel …