I keep finding myself in motion.

Having to orient.

Having to decide.

Having to adjust.

Before I feel ready.

That part keeps exposing me.

That’s how I keep finding myself.

Learning more about myself.

In reference to myself.

I want more certainty.

More time.

More clarity.

More control over the conditions.

Before movement is required.

After I have moved,

I navigate.

I look for reference.

I orient.

I take action from there.

Then I do it again.

That’s why navigation feels like a skill.

A capability.

A practice of relating to uncertainty.