I can produce more than ever.
Faster.
Cheaper.
Constantly.
The system rewards it.
More output.
More updates.
More visible activity.
My coherence didn’t scale with it.
I build things.
Not always aligned.
I said things.
Not always connected.
I moved things.
Not always in the same direction.
Expansion is easy.
Coherence is not.
It requires my restraint.
My sequence.
Our shared understanding.
Without that, my production turns into our noise.
More doesn’t create clarity.
It exposes the lack of it.
My production expanded.
My coherence didn’t.
That’s the discomfort I am feeling.