I saw the problem. At least, that’s what I called it. How I identified it. It was waving at me. Daring me. Inviting me in. I started reaching for my …
More Better
I was trying to make it better. Not better than before. More better. Felt like it could be better. Wanted it to be better. I couldn’t find anything to put …
What a To Do
I caught myself thinking. That’s not true. I caught myself feeling like I was thinking,when I was spinning, looping really. Replaying the same …
My Dream, Our Nightmare
It was like waking up from a dream. Except I hadn’t been sleeping. I was awake. I found myself in an argument. I found myself already in it. It wasn’t …
Understanding Demonstration
I used to think wisdom could be shared,loaned, or even stolen. It can’t. I thought it could be taught. That I could explain it. Pass it on. I confused …
Confessions of a Recovering Control Freak
I used to call myself a control freak. Said it like it was a strength. Something to brag about. Evidence that I cared. That I was dialed in. That I took …
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Willingness vs. Resistance
Willingness looks like yes. Not yes, but. Not yes, if. Not yes, after. Just yes. Everything else is a version of resistancedressed up in reasonable …
Prisoner or Participant?
Sometimes I didn’t join. Not really. I showed up. Went through the motions. Did the job. I didn’t enter. I didn’t align. I didn’t opt in. Then I wonderedwhy …
Join Then Contribute
I wanted to contribute. To add value. To make an impact. I jumped ahead. Tried to contributebefore I had joined. Before I had entered. Before I had …